I go through cycles. Rage, sadness, happiness, and peace.
I've taken the subscription that emotions are somehow laughable or not important (petty, if you will) crumbled it into a ball and threw it away.
It's harmful to think that way, but in a way it makes sense because emotions make people uncomfortable, so mob rule dictates that people attack the ones who may show joy (nerds) sadness (emos) and the most unacceptable of all, anger.
So when I'm angry, I only get more angry because I am not allowed to show that I am angry, basically I am not supposed to have such an aggressive emotion, this is especially true for girls.
And I didn't unders